i could not feel myself again
am i dieing or rather am i being pulled deep down into the sea
and not able to breath
i wish i had never been like this
maybe you are right
maybe i should not even been born into this world
but
i will calm down and think
i was born here for a reason like you
but for me
...
i am born to be a star that will brighten someones day
no matter how dangerous it is, i will never give up
to survive to live on
to continue the path
i will just act as if i did not know anything
to put a smile on my face
i do not know what you told other people
and i will not wish to know anymore
as i do not care of what the adult thinks of me and the only reason of me to smile
is for my friends
friends just remember that
there is always something beneath the things people say
i will keep my ears open and listen carefully
to watch listen and think for myself
so that i can protect you all the people i love and like
from the people who wanted us to disappeared
stay happy for me
.........i will not lose to you.......